October 2010
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Day 01 — Your favorite song Day 02 — Your favorite movie Day 03 — Your favorite television program Day 04 — Your favorite book Day 05 — Your favorite quote Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad Day 09 — A photo you took Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently ...
Oct 8th
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August 2010
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I hate feeling useless. I hate sitting around. I hate feeling like I can’t do things for myself. I hate not having complete control. I hate having to admit that I need others. I hate talking about myself.
Aug 19th
I just want to start school. 
Aug 16th
So I got a Nintendo DSi last night. Target had them on sale, I finally caved. So far, I’ve only been playing the New Super Mario Bros. Fun stuff. I’m a tad rusty, but I like the nostalgia.  Today I woke up, played that for a while, got ready, and went to dinner with my parents. I ate so much and every thing tasted so good; I haven’t enjoyed a meal like that in eons. Oh, Olive...
Aug 15th
Today was rad. Woke up in the early afternoon from a not-so-bad dream, got ready, and went over Markie’s house. We chilled there for a little bit, made Ramen noodles, and then decided to go out. Originally, we intended to go to the movies, then Kylek’s birthday. Instead we stopped at the dollar store (oh, the memories: I used to love that place when I was little!), then wandered around...
Aug 13th
I felt sick again today. I blame the heat and the new vitamins, again.  I got to hang out with Markie, though. That’s always fun. And I dragged him to the library, I’m excited to start reading the books that I got.  Currently, I want some pizza, which would definitely make me sick, and some Ramen noodles, which would probably make me sick. Oh well. There’s yummy fruit...
Aug 11th
Going… to… hit… self upside… head… if homophobic tirades… continue… 
Aug 10th
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Aug 9th
My thoughts are kinda all over right now, so go with it. I’m in a good (but quite tired) mood.  Shopping with Markie’s mom went better than expected the other day. She’s nice, just a little blunt and aggressive. Really, I get that she means well. I also fail at small talk, especially with women. Introvert, I am.  I really, really want to go shopping for normal clothes. I want...
Aug 9th
How to Be Friends with an Introvert →
ruben-lara: beardandglasses: 1) If you must drag them to a party, please don’t abandon them. Don’t go rushing off to catch up with your other friends without including the introvert; the inny will die in a corner. 2. If they actually call and want to talk, listen! These moments may not come often, since Innies usually work out their problems within their own brains, but that does not mean...
Aug 7th
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Aug 7th
Aug 7th
I’m in one of those pessimistic moods where everything is depressing and scary.  I finally emailed MSU for advice, nervousness ensues. They’re giving me a couple decent grants and $3000 in work study, so that’s really nice (as soon as I get there…).  Tomorrow, Markie’s mom is giving me a “Gwen day.” She and I are apparently going dorm-stuff shopping and...
Aug 7th
ListenForever Young - Jay-Z I love this version....
Aug 7th
Restlessness = not much to say, except that I want need to go somewhere far, far away to do something. Anything. Do not care.  I went to Target earlier in search of bed sheets. Found some super soft ones, purchased. I lusted after the normal size clothes and didn’t even go near the shoes (my feet are swollen to a full size 10, sweetened by angry toes and a temperature problem).  How much...
Aug 6th
Oh my god, I can’t believe that I forgot to mention it: PROP 8 WAS OVERTURNED! YAY! FINALLY!
Aug 5th
Today has been yet another painfully slow day in my boring eighteenth summer. Cleaning, eating pasta, getting sick, form-filling, and reading (Valley of the Dolls; the paper) have occupied my time thus far.  I woke up feeling like I was screaming obscenities in my sleep. I dreamt about yelling at irritating family members, so it makes sense… I hate knowing that I talk in my sleep and I...
Aug 5th
Hi. I’ve decided to start a “personal” Tumblr account. I plan to continue posting on my other one (aquanautbysea.tumblr.com); it will remain used for the same purpose, which could be loosely described as a collection of random inspirations for projects, ideas, and intentions unknown. This account will be more personal, and the posts will be more text, less images, etc. I’m...
Aug 4th